It will be a long and boring and random post.

• To the person who nearly exploded my hand phone this morning: Please stop calling, leave me alone, and faster roll yourself into the NS thingy. I love spongebob, but i am not him. I am not ready.


• To her: Focus on what's very important. I am not sure what to say or how to console you, but I trust that you know what to do. I'll be your 'listening ear'. As for that important thing, I have high hopes in you too.
  Jiayou!!! =D 别让我失望哦！
  I am not going to disclose what happened, unless she's willing to tell you herself.

Woke up real early today. Not really. I didn't manage to find the entrance of lala-land. For those retards who don't understand, I didn't sleep the whole of last night. A pigeon died yesterday, I am grieving for its sudden death. *Takes tissue paper and starts blowing nose.* That pigeon was nowhere to be found this morning...I want to bury it...*Takes another piece of tissue paper and starts blowing nose again.*

I've been thinking, about the little things that happened in previous years. Why in the world did I thought of my past, I am not sure. Maybe I'm too bo liao. Now I know I can use my memory for a night.

Since young, I'm very quiet, but likes to make friends. That was before Secondary 2. Now, like what most people would say, I am anti-social. I don't make friends so easily, anymore. It takes a much longer time than before for me to trust a person, after that incident that happened in Secondary 2. I don't talk to strangers, unless they start a topic with me.
That incident, many might not remember. But, I do. That feeling came back last night. You won't know how it feels to be accused of stealing money, and your teachers deem that the words you said are lies. They would rather believe a student who transferred in 2 weeks ago, and not a student who's been in that class for more than 6 months.
Yea, whole class saw what happened. I'm so proud, to be in the spotlight. =.=

When the truth was finally out, not a single person said sorry to me. Thank you so much for hurting me.
You see, after that, no one trust me anymore. Not even my closest friends!! I don't see a point in being friends with them, I left that particular clique. The idiot who accused me was in that clique. From that day onwards, if any thing goes missing in the classroom, I would be the one pointed at.
They don't care how I felt at that time, at all. There was once when 8 different things went missing at the same time, and I got the blame. I AM NOT AN OCTOPUS!!!

Everyday, I would be thinking of how to fake an illness, or do things that the school would expel me. In the end, I went to school as usual. I tried to put it behind me. I spent free periods and recess alone. I really don't mind being a loner, since no one chose to trust me.
Whatever.
I shall stop here, or I'll become very long-winded.

So, whatever people say, I would reply. '不可能的。' '这种鬼话谁会相信?' etc, for those which sound very unrealistic and unreasonable. Sounds/Looks familiar? LOL
Life still goes on. I am not going to let such an event affect my lifeless life. Hahaha~





Have a nice day!