4 May 2009
I want to rant today. Because I feel like doing so. Whether you like it or not, has nothing to do with me, since I did not force you to read. But before doing so...I forgot what I want to write..Went to school as usual. Sweat as usual. Leng Leng was curious about the don't know what screening thingy, so we went to the Auditorium just to go take a look. In the end, we followed those 'things' in front of us. Haha, even though it's only a little leisurely walk, it's still fun. The sticker for today is green in colour. I hope it's a different colour tomorrow. We can 'play' twice! One in the morning which is valid until 2pm(I think) and one in the afternoon which will be valid from 11.30am till 7pm~The current thing I look forward to stepping inside the school is this screening~ I think I will get bored after a while... :D
Today's lecture is the DBMS -__-'''. Opened the door, woah!! So many 'things'. After sitting down, those 'things' behind us kept chatting and laughing among themselves. If they were whispering, I don't think I would mind. There are people who want to learn, want to listen to the lecturer's hynoptising voice.
Talking about the lecturer, her English is powderful! Especially her Grammar. Something that hasn't happen or before it happens, we would use Present Tense or Future Present Tense. But she ah, *shakes head*... I think my English will deprove sooner or later, all thanks to the lecturers in NYP.
I hate my life. Everyday is like study study study. And nothing else. (Excluding all those usual routine people do since they were born[ed]). Study those boring modules...You think I want to live my life by burying myself in lecture notes?! You think I have a choice? I am not like some people who don't study and can do well in every aspects in school and in life. I'm not pinpointing to anyone in particular. I am born stupid! If I don't study, I'll be laughing at myself and my results! I tried to be optimistic, but I always feel depressed when I read my notes and take down main points, nothing gets into my head in the end after studying for hours...
My brother would always bother me when I'm doing my work or studying. I don't mind if he asks me to help him in his school work. But every time he would say, "**知错能改,善莫大焉"。I am sick of those 8 words. He can never keep his mouth shut! He never change. The only times I like being at home is when my brother is still in school. I don't hate him, he is my brother.
I take back my word. I HATE HIM! His handphone screen protector thingy has some 'bubbles', then he started to “念经”... I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!
Every night before I sleep, I would always have an urge to quit school. Parents love me, but they won't allow when it comes to academics and stuff.
I really can't take it anymore. I feel like leaving, leaving everything behind me, leaving this horrible place...
**“知错能改,善莫大焉” 的意思是平常人谁能不犯错?错了能够改正,没有比这更好的了。
Sian, there's project tomorrow. Banana face. 1 is enough, but there's 2...
爱你的只有一个人
爱你的只有一个
只有一个我
*EDIT*
One last point: DANIEL IS BACK!!! Woohooo~~~ ^^